first time ever performing on stage like that.
my hands and legs were so tense.
possibly also because i had to use all my strength to hit the snare.
music was drowning.
then again.
i was afraid i'd forget my lyrics.
vocals are the most crucial component.
you go off key and thats it.
mellow it is.
it cant be changed.


my voice just aint cut out for rhcp genre.
but a lot of people said i made the song my own.
like i sang it my style and not the rhcp version.
on the way to the bus stop home.
some random guy and his friends stopped me.
asked if i was the one who did californication.
according to them i was really damn good.
but i thought otherwise.
i really CANNOT do this kinda genre.


i was absolutely amused by the way wong ci and harry converse.
should i label it a friendly bicker or mindless squabbling.
they seem as if they have a lot of fun together.
and i have evidence from one of their conversations.
which involved a comparison between AC, RJ, AJ and ST NICKS chicks.
interesting i must say.


its not a game anymore.
no more rolling the dice of chance.
its all preparation meeting opportunity.
basic idealogy clash.
every perfect circle has a deficiency i guess.
something's gotta change.


oh did i mention i love people with good english?


keep to this path
dont wander off
and i'm sure we'll make it.

perfection at 2:54 PM